Every Second = Different

it is 2.00 a.m in the morning 

yet i still don't have the feeling to sleep.. not sure why..

just 'lepaking' infront of my lappy

-watching some movies

-listening to 90s songs

-refreshing my memories 

(i mean by see my pictures and vids from the past few years)

hey..

 i miss the old time- like a LOT

-miss all the laughter with my friends

-miss when i made stupid joke and blur face 

-miss arguing with them

-miss hanging around with them 

-miss the time when i was in secondary school

-miss when my mom make milo for me at night

-miss her cook

-miss the moment when i send my 'atok' to masjid on friday

-my arguing with my auntie's son (izwan)

-

lot more actually 

but i know

that's all have been a very meaningful moment for me

and the moment will not be the same even you try to do it again..

because for me..

every second is different

so each second count 

for friends, guys, 

i did miss u guys a lot...

we might not be the same as we use to be..

but still i love you all-forgive me for all the wrong doing-did't mean to do all that 

for my family,

they are the precious present that Allah gave me in this world

i know the, we are not the perfect family

but i do know, that every one of u try to make this family perfect

thanks a lot, 

still i love u my family so damn much

i might not tell you infront of your eyes,

hopefully you know what i feel

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Convocation Day

on the 30th July 2011

was a big day for me and my friends who has completed our studies at our beloved college

International Islamic College

hey..it's Convocation Day/Caremony dude..huhu

although we are only Diploma students..

but we were very happy..haha 

ye la..dapat jumpa kawan2 mase kolej dulu..huhu

especially my ex housemate

ana,waney,gus,leha and thohi...

 

unfortunately, we don't spend much time together 

as everybody is busy with their works la.. ape la..

humm... sad actually..

tp da lepas.. no need to think back la..hehe

so, my mom and my dad was there at the hall.. (wa happy der dorang ade hehe )

waiting for my turn to take the scroll on the stage..(i was among the last group to take the scroll) :P

funny part is..

while watching the caremony from the upper deck of the hall..

my dad can "sleep"..hahaha

he said - too many people go to that stage to take scroll n he's tired watching them..hahah

(me love them )

ha..1 funny moment i have upon the convocation day

that morning from my aunt house(we stayed at my aunt,cz it'll be more save meh..huhu)

i wore my sneaker-cz i don't really feel confortable to wear my proper shoe 

(like this 1-in black color-i cilok pix google nie..huhu)

and then.. after we reached at IIUM(international islamic uni m'sia)

i go out from the car to see my friend ..

and infront of the hall..i can see few people look at me in weird way..haha

then i realized.. that i have not change the shoe...adoii..

Ya Allah, i totally forgot about my shoe..haha

luckily my parent still at the car by that time..

i called my mom and ask her to bring my shoe(i put my shoe at the back seat)hehe

even the guy from committee member's laugh at me..hehe  

i

forget bout the shoe..

here are some pix from that day,so i can always remember this day.

(jannah,syifa,me and nabilah)

Me & mom 

(3 petals of roses-my mom said-org berebut nk beli yg sejambak+dolls tu

then benda tu mahal..huhu but i dont mind... :)) cz i xsuka bunga sgt..huhu

tp yg nie my mom bg..so i suka..huhu thx mom) 

(invitation card)

huh..that all la..

dekat kol 3 pagi da nie..

da penat..

sal keja lak..

hmmm mmg penat xhengat la wa cakap lu..!haha

xde life langsong..

balik-mandi-wt pe yg ptot-around 9.30 da tidur

bgon kol 6.30-7.30 g keja-6.30 ptg blk...

huh...

tired gilaks....

thinking of another job..

but have to find first then can talk..hehe

ya Allah...

kalau ada kerja yang lagi baik utk dan keluarga

tunjukkanlah..

moga kerja tu dapat merapatkn aku dengan mu dan keluargaku..

aminnn...

really miss my family now..

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.: REasOn For eVerything :.

For me..

all the things u do in this world comes with reason and need to be questioned...

but,

there's one thing that do not need reason and question..

 Love.. does not need a reason.. :)

you don't know y people loves you..

you don't know y they adore you..

because they also don't know y they loves n adore you..

the reason i write this because..

i'll always says to my buddy..

"everything u do, there must be a reason behind it "

then 1 day, 

somebody asked me, 

" y do people fall in love?" 

"y do people adores other?"

then after a few talked,

i found out, there 's no reason to love someone.. 

so buddy..

don't ask y people loves u..

just appreciate it 

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